quality, quantity, and what define us more

recently, I've been thinking about this month. i mean ramadhan.

year by year we'd meet ramadhan and what makes ramadhan different from other months.

its fasting, its weather (that i found so hot in its days), and how  ramadhan can multiply our reward from Allah SWT.

my surroundings and I, used to have a contest for "who had read quran at most" every ramadhan. even when i moved out to another city. yeah, i lived in a world where we can live with islam in peace. alhamdulillah.

but as i go to ramadhan, and next ramadhan, and next, and next. my intention to sad qur'an became an obsess and objective thing to do. the quantity of it is what i searched for. and somehow i get tired of it. i somehow feel wrong.

so, now I'm going to make a new to-do-list for this ramadhan.

1. khatam 1x (I'm making it less)
2. murojaah ( for all surahs i neglect all this time. i hope i'll remember more)
3. not to be down when I don't have any companion. ( lets just think that Allah is always with us)

so there it is, my new to do list. its not like a show off, its for a reminder to myself when i forget. thanks.

and for the last, theres another one thing to tell.

yes, I'm going to have a piano lesson :) i don't know if it suits me, or if i will like it. but i have a feeling it will :)

have a good ramadhan everyone :)

twelve grade, one dream lead another.

they say its gonna be tough, they say its gonna be a tiring long journey and i shall not fail.

disini, dimana semua kenangan akan menjadi kenangan yang utuh. karena semua punya jalannya masing- masing.

saya, shofa tazkia, adalah orang yang tidak pernah terikat dengan pikiran pikiran yg mengejar UI, ITB, dan universitas lainnya. saya menganggap itu keren, tapi masuk ke dalam salah satunya bukan batas hidup mati saya.

saya tidak ingin terpikat universitas, tetapi terpikat jurusan. tetapi (lagi), nyatanya kondisi pikiran saya belum dapat terpikat jurusan apa apa. saya sadar hidup itu hanya sekali, jadi saya mau yang terbaik. bukan terbaik untuk saya, tapi juga untuk dunia, untuk islam, untuk indonesia, untuk orang orang yang tidak ter-apresiasikan.

thats why i think hard.

where should i break the circle chain of this world's problem? not to mention how much problem in this whole world.

untuk itu, saya sudah mencoba menemukan jawaban. yah, walau mungkin saya harus bekerja lebih keras dari yang lain, saya tetap akan coba. walau (lagi) saya masih menetapkan ini sebagai rahasia, mungkin kedepannya akan diberitahukan lebih lanjut :p

mohon doanya ya, semoga mimpi saya yang satu ini tercapai :) amin.

god gave me you, you & I

heyyy i am going to tell you about my favorite songs. can I do bahasa? (yes of course :p )

jadi, akhir akhir ini shofa tuh udah jarang nge browse lagu2 gitu kan, nemu juga belum tentu sempet download. internet di rumah juga ngadet det det (oke sesi curhat dulu)

nah, mumpung sekarang lagi di cyberjaya ya, wifi lancaaar banget dan kerjaan di kamar abang makin absurd, jadilah muter2in MBDC, malesbangetdotcom. nyoba nyobe ngesearch SOAR yang baru baru. kayak Roman Foot Soldiers, Sir Dandy, Angsa dan Serigala, sampe Leonardo Ringo.

akhirnya jadi ngulang yang dulu udah pernah di tonton, kaya Deugalih & Folks, sama Endah n Rhesa.

akhirnya gue mutusin buat ngeshare video SOAR nya Endah n Rhesa, to show how such a cute couple they are, and their music, is flowing smoothly.

isnt they greaaat :] hehe dont forget to download you & I on the next december :)

i like it how they said about being happy. yeah, thats my purposes too, no less. karena hidup ini cuma sekali, right? rasa ngejalanin hal hal yang baru itu juga selalu seru, thats life, in my case. hehe yah udah dikasih hidup janganlah murung murung.. tapi tetep tanggung jawab.

teruuuus video kedua. I found it not so long time ago, but like months, maybe? jadi pertamanya itu nggak sengaja kan download album random gitu, dave barnes - stories to tell. ternyata lagunya asik buat didengerin. pas lagi sempet, ngesurf di youtube, ternyata stories to tell itu album ketiganya kalo gasalah. dia sempet bikin 2 music video. Only You, dan God Gave Me You.

unique-ly, 2 lagu itu sempet nge hits di barat, tapi bukan dia yang nyanyi. tapi blake shelton sama curt bla bla bla lah. and then under until you music viedo, theres this comment

such a copyer make your own song up you tool THIS IS BILLY CURRINGTONS SONG NOT YOURS YOU ****!!!!

 its really inappropiate for someone who didnt even checked evidences. so i decided to spread his song so more people will know about dave barnes hehe. you should watch it ;)

sooo how is it? its nice lah~ 

semoga industri musik indonesia makin maju deh, jangan yang cuma cari sensasi aja :) 

semoga post kali ini dapet inspirasinya :) 

dan.. salam narsis :p sorry yah korban kamera ;) 

i can now be sure that life is beyond amazing :)

jeng jeng jeng !! another holiday post im gonna write now :)

i really want to start telling you stories, moments, about my holiday. in past few days, i have been meeting my junior high friends.

so, on monday morning, when everybody seem to not cheering up for the day, i went to tebet station to go to tangerang with train. it takes me 3 hours in real time and forever in my mind to go to tangerang because i forgot to bring novel, or anything to read.

and there was this alay boy, with his poni lempar in front of me. and, i have no idea why he did it, but he played some rock songs loudly, screamly ? with speakers. in the train, and he did it like it couldnt be a bother to anyone around him. even a mother with her little children was sitting next to him. haha maybe he was getting bored.

ok i want to not a very long post so im just going to put some pictures with my friend in tangerang, rizkah. :)
already miss you :*

and then in tuesday morning, i went to semanggi, jakarta. theres another freind's house. her name is maya. intan, fida, rume were going together from depok and i was going to meet them in cawang station. they make me wait but thanks to winna efendi's unforgettable for being such a good company :)

after i met them, i went to maya's house at semanggi. and we played monopoli. i havent bought any house and we had to go home. oh and we did some ping pong too. everyone seemed really happy, i wished we could just stay like that.

no me

i tought finally im going to meet home soon, but instead of going home, i went to intan's house, bogor. to meet intan's sister, melan. she was sick and i miss her too hehe :p but theres no photo to upload with her :| 

in the very next morning, i went to bogor and finally, home :) with intan's puma watch. soory ya intan hehe :]

i had a pretty tiring days. and now im at my brother's place, cyber jaya, malaysia.
i should stop going round and round since im a third grader now. but, why not? holidays beautiful and so life is :)

ps : i am never good with goodbyes