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aku ini sebenarnya tidak ingin, membuat tulisan curahan hati begini. tapi saat otak sedang bekerja keras, fikiranku tak mau habis.

aku, sudah berubah. semua yang di dunia ini memang berubah. aku juga yakin aku berubah menuju arah yang lebih baik walau berjalan dengan kekurangan - kekuranganku.

tapi, apa nyatanya bila ditanya masa depan? Bah! kosong pandangan mata ini, menerawang tanpa batas, tanpa dibatasi, tak melihat apapun. impian blur ini nampaknya tidak terasah, tergeletak begitu saja.

apa yang harus kulakukan? selalu bertanya dalam hati. jawabannya? seperti yang kau kira, adalah sehelai kertas putih kosong, bersih.

aku bertanya tanya mencoba melihat langit, memperhatikan awan - awan bergerak diterpa angin. akhirnya takdir yang menentukan kemana ia pergi.

ya, yang bisa kulakukan berusaha sampai pada ambang batas ku berdiri.
dan nanti, kalimat kalimat ini, akan dilihat kembali dengan diriku yang sudah berjalan di masa depan.

forever is a long time

i would now say forever oh so clearly

when forever is not long enough, it never is enough.

when it should be a dream all people would want.

when it should be used carefully because when its broken, it hurts.

then human making fun of a word whose not truly exist

like its a part of game when its not

like it supposed to guide you when there's no real destination in the end.

they abused, overused it

when i'd like it if only people could respect.
i'd like it when it used only for a certain things.

that really really are true, trough.

goes to bandung ! ( xi ipa 2 & ips 2)

last thursday and friday, my friends and I went to bandung. we call it rihlah, it means go vacation with a group or in this matter, my class and the other girl class at my school.

theres not much to tell, id just say its amazing. and like usual, i got my mind over-functioned. and its a good thing that my friends were there for me. even im not sharing any stories, they know and care.

we went to a heated-pool ( or whatever you may call it), a tea garden ( ok my english are not that good :D ), and a street with much factory outlet around so we could went anywhere we want. 

so here you go, i finally edit another picture after a long loong time agooo. hope you like it :) cause im not using picnik.com like i used to. yay yay new meee ! by the way, picnik will be closed in april and moved to google tools or something like that. still cares.

:)

a better start :D :P

after 1 month no posting, i really want to post something right now. its just that Ive been writing these posts you know? but nothings really posted ._.

so i am now making a post with my brother's mac :3 just because he is having holiday here in indonesia :) i really am happy to go to school from my home and not from kos-an these times. even though i sometimes have to wait for mom and abang to come. i know that I'm the only member of my family that have to go to school every week day morning -_-

these days I have enough activity, i think. school, include all the homework and exams; teaching elementary students saman dance ( i prefer not to call this teaching cause I'm not giving them any lesson :p ).  and....

jeng jeng jeng ! being a part of students association really giving me a lot of new things to do :3

so now my life, i can really enjoy it didn't i ? its pretty good, always waking up knowing i have something to do :)

thats some news and i have to say bye ! exams upcoming next week :') study study !