sorry for not updating my blog all over this time :) but i had to do my exam last week. i had to studying so hard because i didnt go school for kinda 3 weeks or more :) hehehe and my exam result was -_- . oh my god i dont even want to remember.

but dont be so sad for a long time ! take a rest and get ready for the next battle !

huaaaaaah i really am sorry for not write down my thougt coz right now my head all thinking about negative things like how bad my scores and how unfair myself treating everyone. something someone please inspire mee ~~

stop complaining ! we have make our life full with positive things.

theres good news too. i chosen for saman competition. aw aw aw i just have been in saman club for 1 week >.<
i have to do my very very best from now ! wish me luck !

open your eyes now

i had a 'bimbingan konseling' lesson. its kinda made my heart melting :'(
now i want to tell you about my experience inn last lesson. my kind teacher miss Uyun played a video clip about this world and the creator of this life. Maher Zain - Open Your Eyes.
then, after seeing this video miss uyun told us to write a letter for God. well i wrote this :

youre the BEST. theres a lot of meaning.
first, i love you
second, i love the way you let me do this life. with everyone ive met and everything ive seen.
third, i want to protect this. this world, and everything live on it.
fourth, i thank you for letting me see this video with such a great song. this is fate you created  rite ?    

well, its not that GREAT or what, i just want to share it.
oh, here is the lyric if you want to sing :

Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..


such a great song. well, see ya later !! >.<

once in a lifetime, means theres no second chance -shofacool