thanks for the laughter

i reaaly am very sorry for neglecting this blog like its not exissst really miss my blog, actually.

so since my last post is dated 21st march, i decided to make another post,
i will just make a really ordinary blog post, telling stories about how ive been busy this time.

this really make me tired, really. but this kinda thing make me feel wonderful too. not having so much time because i have to go here and there and everyone looking at me like "what are you doing ?" and i just have to smile and walk away.

so this scenes have come to my life pretty much because of nufifest. as you may know, its the first external event from my school SMAIT Nurul Fikri. (for information follow @nufifest). well, im not the most busiest person in the world, but i have more to do than before.

as for yesterday, i went to highschools to give an invitation due to our event. i didnt go by myself. i did it with my group. in fact, i tought my group kinda solid since i dont see the others still work as a group as decided. but actually, my group have nothing in common. there are me, bella, reyhan / cipet, and fadhil. but our journey went out as fine, and funny. you know the whole trip, i laughed so much, like really really much, that i nearly went crazy. even when im not in my best mood, i still laughed. its cool, thankyou for the laughter guys.


and in the end, the guys were showing off, so with my low battery dori ( my droid, i have to tell ya later !) bella and i took photos in the car, these are the best photo we have, chill!

yeaaah its a blurrrrr. but it works fine for a sweet memory before 3rd grade and natianal exam come up :)

serapah

aku ini sebenarnya tidak ingin, membuat tulisan curahan hati begini. tapi saat otak sedang bekerja keras, fikiranku tak mau habis.

aku, sudah berubah. semua yang di dunia ini memang berubah. aku juga yakin aku berubah menuju arah yang lebih baik walau berjalan dengan kekurangan - kekuranganku.

tapi, apa nyatanya bila ditanya masa depan? Bah! kosong pandangan mata ini, menerawang tanpa batas, tanpa dibatasi, tak melihat apapun. impian blur ini nampaknya tidak terasah, tergeletak begitu saja.

apa yang harus kulakukan? selalu bertanya dalam hati. jawabannya? seperti yang kau kira, adalah sehelai kertas putih kosong, bersih.

aku bertanya tanya mencoba melihat langit, memperhatikan awan - awan bergerak diterpa angin. akhirnya takdir yang menentukan kemana ia pergi.

ya, yang bisa kulakukan berusaha sampai pada ambang batas ku berdiri.
dan nanti, kalimat kalimat ini, akan dilihat kembali dengan diriku yang sudah berjalan di masa depan.

forever is a long time

i would now say forever oh so clearly

when forever is not long enough, it never is enough.

when it should be a dream all people would want.

when it should be used carefully because when its broken, it hurts.

then human making fun of a word whose not truly exist

like its a part of game when its not

like it supposed to guide you when there's no real destination in the end.

they abused, overused it

when i'd like it if only people could respect.
i'd like it when it used only for a certain things.

that really really are true, trough.