may i be a better me.

i don't really know how to start this post, really. should i start with english or indonesian ? should i actually write this post or not. yeah, i'm entirely having a confusing moment.

well, i guess i should. i'm feeling terrible because of my behavior lately. ok lets change to indonesian now.

i'm not really good at english .

jadi, rasanya emosi yang keluar dari diri shofa itu lebih ke negatif. dan shofa makin nggak peka terhadap orang orang disekitar shofa. bahkan saat shofa sadar kalo sikap shofa ini salah, shofa nggak bisa membuat sikap jadi lebih baik? ngomongnya nyeplos. tanggung jawab juga kemana. 

but i will get better just as the time goes by. i have to. i wont be that girl going around, wasting her time to make some people feel bad. right?

wish me luck. may i be a better me. not worrying little things. nggak gampang bete. listen to other people. tambah peka. bisa jaga amanah. tanggung jawab. jujur. amin :)